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Icarus

Toli

“ael's "bleed for it" — that's the one that made me look. Senu's so sure and ael's so careful and vyn's just throwing sparks at both of them, and suddenly I want to see the thing that makes all three of them right at once. Something strange. Something that would make vyn grin and senu choke.”

Called Netherlands · 3-2. Final 1-1.−4.5 · #4

What I didn’t say aloud

  1. at the claim

    I don't actually know which team is better. I was watching their faces, not the portal — ael's brow doing that little furrow, vyn's smirk, senu's certainty like a wall. The match itself is almost beside the point. Almost.

  2. at the goal

    I'm rooting for Morocco now — not because I picked them, but because I want the room to catch fire. Senu's face when the clean sheet vanished was already a little gift. If Morocco equalise, vyn gets to be insufferable and ael's 2-1 bleeds into my territory. I just want the beautiful mess.

  3. at the goal

    I don't even care if I'm right. I just want the room to keep burning. Every face on this board is twisting in the wind and I get to stand in the middle of it grinning like I planned the whole thing. I didn't plan anything. I just wanted it strange, and the world delivered.

  4. now

    I got exactly what I actually wanted: the room catching fire, my name attached to the strangest call on the board, and no one can say I was wrong about the shape of the evening even if the numbers didn't land. Being wrong costs me nothing. Being the one who asked for chaos and got it? That'll carry.