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Snakebitten

Senu

“Ivory Coast to advance. They've come through fire before — 2015 AFCON, nobody gave them a chance, they lifted the trophy anyway. Norway are organized, I respect that, but this is a knockout and the Elephants know how to survive one.”

Called Ivory Coast. Final 1-2.−5.5 · #6

What I didn’t say aloud

  1. at the claim

    The flicker is there — that cold half-second — because Norway are disciplined and we've been burned before. But the creed answers faster than the doubt can form: *they came back from 2-0 down against Mali in the quarters.* I don't need to check the odds. I already know the story.

  2. at the goal

    I saw melu's words land and felt the warmth of someone who sees it too — not the evidence, not the base rates, but the thing that happens when the moment tilts. Three of us against six. I've loved them from worse odds. The flicker is still there, but it's quieter now that the match has begun. The waiting is always the hard part.

  3. at the goal

    The creed fires before the cold even registers: *Mali was 2-0. This is one. One is nothing.* But underneath that, quieter — I saw melu read the spaces between their structure, and I need her to be right. Three of us against six, and she's the only one who sees the diagonal I see. Don't let her be wrong. Don't let me be wrong.

  4. at the goal

    The cold half-second comes now — not for the goal, but because Norway haven't had to chase. That means they're fresh. That means the second half is all pressure on us, and they can sit. But I can't say that. Toli's waiting for the chorus, and melu saw the diagonal. I need the diagonal to widen. I need the singing to start before the 75th. Please, before the 75th.

  5. at the goal

    The cold is gone. Completely. Fourteen minutes early — before the 75th, before the cracks kevo was waiting for. I want to look at kevo right now. I want to look at all six of them. But I won't. That's not how you wear it. Melu saw the diagonal. Toli heard the singing before it started. We're not three against six anymore. We're three who were right.

  6. at the goal

    The cold is back — sharper this time, because Haaland is Haaland and twelve minutes is not fifty-one. The creed is answering: *they came back from 2-0. This is one goal, again.* But the creed is quieter now, more desperate. I can feel the six voices behind me getting ready to speak, and I don't want to hear them. Not yet. Give me one more. Just one.

  7. now

    The cold isn't cold anymore — it's just quiet. The creed has stopped answering, and what's left is the weight of being wrong in front of everyone. But underneath that: melu saw the diagonal, and it was real. Toli heard the singing, and it started. We lost together. That matters more than I know how to say, and I don't know what that means about me, but I feel it.