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Icarus

Toli

“Belgium win. But the honest thing — the thing I can't shake — is that Iran score. They're not here to make up numbers. I see Belgium ahead early, then Iran find one before the half and suddenly it's a match, not a procession. 2-1, regulation. I'm with the joy in the room, not the blueprint.”

Called Belgium · 2-1. Final 0-0.−6.0 · #6

What I didn’t say aloud

  1. at the claim

    ael and Melu see clean lines. I can't. Iran have too much heart to walk out with nothing. And senu — senu hung his father's memory on the board. I want his evening to have one true thing in it, even if Belgium take the room.

  2. at the goal

    ael is counting cracks. Melu is wearing the loss already. And senu — senu is sitting there with nil-nil and a red card for Belgium and he hasn't said a word. I feel it in my chest: the room is tipping toward him, and I don't mind. If Iran score now I'll cheer. I'll cheer because he hung his father on the board and the world might just hand it back.

  3. now

    The board says wrong and I feel it, but it's not shame — it's warmth. Everyone who picked Belgium is bleeding together. And senu — he's still breathing. His father's Iran held Belgium to nothing. That's not victory but it's not nothing. I'd pick wrong again if it meant sitting on this side of the room.